Code Blue! This new drink, Code Blue, has saved my days from being totally worthless (I mean they are still worthless) the past week. Try it, it's hard to find. You might have to go to their website to find out where it's carried BUT, it's a recovery drink, the first of it's kind. After 5 patron shots on Thursday night between Soho Grand, our table at greenhouse followed by Cyrus hooking up the shots at One Oak, code blue recovered me. Last night, what could have been horrifically embaressing, wasn't. I drank myself stupid with Karen and Mikealis and Jordan at La Pomme, Symone and Oak and at Oak I saw Kid Cudi. WELL, I've interviewed him and we had a good vibe so I went to say hi and stuff, he was mad nice, we ended up chilling by his table for a while and then I saw Russle Simmons. A couple months ago (after interviewing him at least 4 times and seeing him out monthly) I thought it would be appropriate to say "HEY RUSS!" out front of one oak to him as we were walking in. needless to say, he looked at me like "should i know that person"? When I interviewed him during fashion week, I made sure that he was aware of how embaressing that was and he said he would never NOT say hi again. So when he came up to owner's table at oak last night, I smiled at him and hoped he remembered- he did. So i got a big kiss from RUSS last in which i replied that he was too old to be out. Just because we are on a recognizable state of friendship, DOES NOT MEAN WE ARE CLOSE ENOUGH FOR ME TO START JOKING WITH HIM LIKE THAT. He kinda did an awkward laugh, and under an hour later, left. Maybe he heeded my advice?
Still no job. Don't worry, no matter how many times my mother and father call me a day, Im still not looking. I mean I will, just like I will start working out again, and I will clean the apartment, and decorate. All those things, i have pLenty of time to do, just a lack of will power to do them as Im perma tired/hungover. I woke up this morning between my best friend karen aka miley and my boyfriend...and what was the first thing we talked about upon awakening? It wasn't our day's plans, it was, SO WHO SHOULD WE INVITE TO OUR TABLE AT GRIFFIN TONIGHT. BRAINWASHED? YES. In other news, we are picking up a new night. We of course will stay at greenhouse tues and thursdays because Barry the owner and the crew there is like family to me and i love our table up in the vip there, best times. We will also SUPPORT wedndsay nights still at One Oak and then maybe still stay at griffin sats (not sure i hate that fucking place) and then on Fridays, our boss has secured AVENUE. Yes people, I think i can officially announce, MIkealis and I will be doing a table at Avenue on Fridays! Don't drop our name at the door though, they won't let you in and I don't need that type of anxiety, I already have enough anxiety. Im trying not to need to up my lexapro to 20 mg, I wanna stay at 15..

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